So I finally understand why I don't like to go to sleep and why I'd rather not wake up. As I lay my head down and close my eyes to go to sleep, my day, my life, it all clouds my head as the last thoughts before I fall asleep. These thoughts are beyond depressing for me and I'm forced to see them every night, at the very last moments. I can't stand it. Then when I wake up, I have to relive it all again... It's so painful.
I'm sorry, that was my emo moment. I'll try not to do it again ^_^. Speaking of emo... But I'll save that one for another time ;P
I'm sorry, that was my emo moment. I'll try not to do it again ^_^. Speaking of emo... But I'll save that one for another time ;P
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